i dont know how it happened
but of course i know how it happened
it happened slowly
like pulling a tooth
like preparing soup
like glasses slipping down your nose
and now i am journeying backwards
unraveling a ball of string that knows no other form
and all of these new road signs look funny
even though i have passed them
a million times before
and i plod on, tripping over every step
trying to reclaim a gift
that i left at a bus stop
somewhere along the way…