Graphs of food intake

Reviewing the utter insanity of the anorexic and bulimic food intake was extremely powerful and motivating for me. I see spikes of pain, loss of control, hopelessness and self-hate in the lines jagging up and down across these pages. I see white knuckles and doubt, fists balled up so tightly you can’t breathe, and cuticlesContinue reading “Graphs of food intake”

How Did I Get Here? Brief Timeline of Chronic Eating Disorder

How did I get here?  Here’s a snapshot of my rocky history with abusing food.  What I now fully appreciate beyond a shadow of a doubt — eating disorders do not just away.  There are no life events or external motivations, like going to college, landing a job, getting married, having a baby, that canContinue reading “How Did I Get Here? Brief Timeline of Chronic Eating Disorder”